unfunny ramblings of an overworked mind
november has not been my favorite month folks.
first "we" re-elect Bush.
(what the hell were you thinking??)
then the whole gay marriage ban is supported.
that makes me want to return to lesbianism just out of spite.
but since my favorite ex-girlfriend is taken,
and 1600 miles away,
it will have to wait.
speaking of exes,
the BF and i have broken up.
(he will now be referred to as SU)
it was amiable enough-and now we are housemates.
yes, weird i know.
since when do you expect normalcy from me?
right after that fun,
i got major sick with strep throat,
and had to miss class and work,
(and dating opportunities.)
yep, i am single again.
it seems to be a perpetuality.
i am honestly better at being single.
when i date people,
(as opposed to being in a relationship)
they have less opportunity to tire of me,
and then eventually
shut me out.
dating again is kinda awkward.
i am kinda out of practice.
flirting has never come easy to me.
my version of flirting,
is a vehement political debate followed by a solid ass kicking at pool.
not appealing to most men,
but the ones that like it are keepers.
some of my friends are questioning my attachment to dating guys.
they tell me "it hasn't really worked out for you so far..."
so sue me,
i am a glutton for punishment.
school is really sucking.
i am so ready for finals to be over.
my perfectionism does not mesh well with my recent attempts at a social life.
i am floundering and getting apathetic.
of course all apathy will go out the window when i get my grades and realize my 4.0 is now a 3.5.
then i will be bollistic and beat myself up over it for like,
that said, i am already registered for classes next semester.
does the stress ever end??
and then there are the holidays.
shoot me now,
before the barrage of christmas carols begin.
really i am not as depressed as i may sound.
just a tad overwhelmed.
that being said, i have to go...
i have two chapters to read,
math homework to finish,
4 loads of laundry to do,
a few phonecalls to make,
and a date to get ready for.
maybe thursday i can sleep.